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Exuviae

October 16, 2025
Estimated reading time 1 min

Every dawn, I shed the husk of who I was. It lies crumpled by the bed—smiling, hopeful, small. I slip on today’s skin: the eyes sharper, teeth honed on disappointments, heart lacquered with fresh indifference.

At work, we nod, our new selves creaking, seams slick with yesterday’s rot. No one comments. We have all grown heavier masks, each more brittle than the last.

By nightfall, I’m scraping at my temples, desperate to breathe. The pile of discarded selves in the closet twitches, whispering.

Tomorrow, I’ll wear one of them again. Pretend it still fits. Pretend it was ever real.

 

About the author

Mari Harrison

Mari Harrison, a Los Angeles native now rooted in Massachusetts, traded neuroscience for a career in science and technical writing. After decades penning government documents (which she insists qualify as speculative fiction), she now edits novels and writes short stories, cheered on by her husband, five kids, and an elderly Great Dane determined to sit on her lap.